| i made a new xanga because i can't stand this one anymore, too many depressing and incoherent entries lol.
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| last night was nice... i'm falling for zack pretty hard.
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| so TAO i got in trouble, ha but the end of the night actually turned out okay because i had such a stronger connection with zack and jared, if it wasn't for them my ass would be grounded for the rest of the school year.
i don't have my mom's trust again so, that sucks.
this winter break hasn't been the greatest.. uh. sick most of the time, no car, TAO, company came over.
shiiiiit ha.
my classes for school are so boring, like yeah other people are like "wow you're lucky all you do is art classes" but it's fucking boring. not only that but 7 classes, only 2 where i actually learn things. i feel like i'm wasting my time. of course i love the classes, but these are high school classes, you can't even listen to ipods or anything. ha. so whatever. i might drop something and transfer into socialogy for the semester.
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| re-reading old entries on this thing has made me depressed. ha, like when i was on tweak and i wrote in this, i can't even fucking understand what the fuck i'm saying. and i was in such denial it was ridiculous.. hm. weird.
i hate when company comes over because my mom freaks the fuck out and makes me clean everything @_@ arg.
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| i got in an accident as most know, and not having a car for only the first couple days fucking sucked. i don't know how i handled not having a car before xD holy shit.
anyways. i got the christmas shopping for my family done so that's always nice. one less stress to worry about.
hmm yay for it being winter break. it's been pretty boring so far but oh welllll.
weee.
i'm getting weird dreams and instincts and shit. i should probably listen to them more often but i have to make life difficult for myself :D
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